My One Mistake Was That I Never Let You Down

What the hell is wrong with me? Why can’t I be more assertive? Why can’t I stand up for myself? Why can’t I demand what I deserve? Why am I do I just sit there and take it when I know I should speak up?

It’s not like I’m not a strong-willed and stubborn person. But why is it that in this case, I just can’t seem to demonstrate that I actually do have a backbone?

It’s getting to the point where I think I’ve actually lost all respect for myself.

Cross-posted from breakthesky.net. Please leave any comments there.